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2003-01-02 - 10:41 p.m.

I don't feel good, and I don't know if it's just my brain pyching me out. I'm being distracted by a horribly severe metallic taste in my mouth, and a weird light-headedness. Foolishly, I looked up "metallic taste" on WebMD to see if it could be anemia...instead I'm half-convinced I have Crohn's Disease. Though, I just met someone who has it this past weekend, and I highly doubt that's my problem.

It reminds me of like, a month ago, where I had myself completely convinced for about 10 whole minutes that I was pregnant. Of course I wasn't, for several reasons, but I was utterly sure that I was. I never used to be so, uh, hypochondriacal, but I don't know.


Now I'm horribly depressed. I had a great chance to remain in email for just a few weeks longer, and on the same schedule as Matt, but I didn't quite make the cut there, either. Actually, that's not 100% true, but close enough. I was good enough to make the cut, but not good enough to get the schedule I wanted. So I had to say, no, thanks. Sigh. But...that means I get a three day weekend. Small favor, right?

This means that today is my last day doing email support for this company. The end of an era, and the end of my second best job, every. Going back to my third worst job. Granted, there aren't a whole lot of jobs separating the two, or a whole lot of jobs in general, but there is a WIDE spread there.

Everything is so anti-climatic lately. I can only help the school lunch party works out.


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