2003-12-23 - 11:05 p.m.
so frustrated. choked. he's not hearing. he's not thinking. he's too scared for perspective. he doesn't realize i've thought this all out, and he won't listen to my explanations.
i just want to be able to get a good job. i can't right now. you have to spend money to make money. i wish he could think about this, instead of just reacting.